Exigence

The first time i felt an exigence was when i heard about how my cousin was going to have a baby. i was so upset when i first heard. i almost didnt believe the news shes like my closest cousin where like best friends and we used to have this theory about how when we get older we are going to have our kids around the same time so they could be as close as how me and my cousin were. but now i have learned to to only take it as a blessing from god i mean thats the only way i take it now. and im excited to find out what shes going to have. "im hopeing she has a girl"